Lonely
Written on Saturday, December 13, 2008 1:35 PM
Little Heaven,Right now I can't understand with my own feelings..
Why do I have to feel it? Why that feelings came to my heart...
Make a puzzle that makes me so confused...
What I should do now?
Did I take a wrong move?
First, I just try to enjoy the feeling...
Really enjoy being someone a little bit special for someone
But I couldn't stop...
I'm drowning...
Drowning deeper and deeper...
I couldn't stop thinking about him...
Wondering about him...
Really afraid if he going to hate me...
Really afraid if he starting to avoid me...
I'm so negative... so negative if it's about him...
Should I stay or should I move a step?
I don't know...
Am I really special to him even a little?
Do I have a chance?
I'm so lonely...
Lonely as if my heart could tear
it's hurt...
but i cannot stop this feelings i have
I just hope everything will just be okay
I miss him...
Even though he doesn't feel the same way