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`Yuki Aikawa`
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Written on Wednesday, December 03, 2008 5:00 PM

Little Heaven,

Tadi jam 7 pagi akhirnya selesai juga Yu Gi Oh! GX 4 nya.. fiuhh.. finally it FINISHED!!
But my boss bener2 payah... padahal dia tau aku da selesai 2 komik.. tp dia cm bawain fee translate Yu Gi Oh... yang Little Devil Cafe belum dibayar... swt deh...
Mesti buru2 selesai 1 komik lagi nih biar jumat di ambil trs dibawain duitnya.. kan sabtu mau ke bandung... T___________T
masa ga bawa duit... ngaco ngaco dah..

Little Heaven,

Sebenernya dilemma nih ikut ke bandung... abisnya, tadinya kan aku mau pake uangnya buat beli obat keladi tikus.. klo ke Bandung kan berarti beli obatnya mesti diundur lagi... cari uang lagi...
Tapi aku juga serba salah, karena Alby dan Irene butuh kehadiran aku disana. Well, as long as everything will turn out right... I guess it's okay... I just wanna see them happy... Kalau mereka jadian juga aku senang. Pokoknya harus malak Alby buat traktir aku... Enak aja udah dibantu abis2an gini, kembarannya ga dikasih apa2... waokwaokwaoawkoawkok *kok aku jadi pamrih... jk jk*

Little Heaven,

Sometimes I feel a little bit jealous about "her"... seems like everybody loves her so easy...
She's cute, she's chibi... and she's a kind person... that is why I also love her as my sister.
Sometimes I compare myself to her... and I know it's wrong... haha.. but I can't help it...
Seeing her and my twin going well together really makes me happy... and envy too... becoz I also dreaming for a mutual love like that...
Will someone love me as I am?

I already promised Papie... I will try to be a positive person.
I will try not to say negative things about my self...

okay Papie, I will fight... for my self and for you...
Now, for me... Papie already be someone more than just 'ordinary' in my heart...
If I have to try believing in somebody's words... that will be your words...
I won't say I wonder or scared again... I will just listen to you like a good child listen to her father... wkwkwk.. no no... as a wife listen to her husband... *^_^*
aih.. jadi ga malu... ihihi
Papie, just like u said... please support me, advice me and force me if you have to...


Btw, Aku nulis blog ini sambil nonton film Korea "A Man Who Was Superman" di crunchyroll..
Sedih banget filmnya... ini sambil mengalir airmataku... T_T
Kisah nyata pula... huweeeeee... sedih bangettttt... huweeeeeeee... terharuuuu...
padahal awal filmnya konyol gitu... endingnya bener2 bikin aku mewekkkkk...
Ntar deh di post berikut bikin reviewnya... T_T

SUPERMAN!!