Written on Friday, January 16, 2009 6:47 PM
Little Heaven,What's wrong with him?
Why does he need so long time to think?
And I know it's about me... I feel so insecure...
I'm afraid... Does he has the same feelings like mine? or he doesn't?
Did I do a mistake? Did I make him feel uncomfortable?
What should I do...?
I'm scared... So So scared...
Because I'm so in love with him... because I really care about him...
Will everything turns out just like I wish?
O Lord...
You know everything...
You know my heart... and his heart...
Love really make my heart in pain
and I hope this pain is not worthless
I really wish, to be by his side forever...
I guess... he become like this because he found out already about my heart
and he is wondering about his own heart...
O please...
Let me be happy this time...
Let me smile... Let me smile...
I don't want to cry anymore because of love